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Paradise Lost EP (2013)

by Rude x Enkrypted

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1.
Lost [Intro] 00:58
This is the intro to my album... basically this song explains what the whole album is going to be about. How i lost my love for creating music and had some bad time s that made it hard to live but everything turns out good in the end... This was my therapy to overcome many issues. I hope you enjoy the album.
2.
Kraken! 02:29
Kraken down a shot of vodka, another to oblivion i'm giving in, let me show you what i'm living in it's kinda hell, but it's pretty much my whole life anxiety of all types, i'm cutting out my mind tonight i've seen the path to find the white light but in time soon i'll probably lose my eye sight i found a tunnel i walk now, in madness through all the songs i wrote, nope there's no hope and some day i'll find myself, but this aint me i've been lost in this world for two centuries believe in me, it's getting harder and harder to breathe i can't stand up, and i really can't sleep, so i keep screaming, pass out, i'm dreaming i'm thinking of all the things i wanna do without reason i keep dreaming, wake up, i'm screaming i'm thinking of all the ways to release my old demons, now i've got nothing say to you, never it's always better set sail in bad weather you'll never steer me away, i'm too swift but the kraken tries to battle, rattle and sink my ship i'm under pressure, i'll hurry and i'll pull the lever i'm never better, so i'm gone and i'm lost forever i'll say goodbye, i've left it all there's no tears nothing else matters to me, it's finally all clear
3.
Antidote [Rude] i'm on the back of a four legged beast i got compassion for all those deceased i got memories, locked in my head they keep me awake, cold shaking in bed i feel dead, there's no one that can save me i'm running laps, but the world won't face me fuck em all, i'll always keep on racing to the end of the earth, death i'm now chasing i'm just pacing, back and forth, now i won't stop till i hear the wolf howl and all the times i'm let down and hurt it's like i'm walking alone on the black road cursed i need a hero, a savior, a friend some one who will say my name when it's the end i'm about to give in, there's no way to win i need to take a last breath and let the poison's sink in my skin [Hook- Rude] you cannot save me, there is no antidote you will not save me, i have no antidote you want to save me, i suggest that you don't cause they all hate me, and they'll make sure that you won't [Rude] eyes closed, my heart bates racing i've spent 46 minutes debating can i get my ass off of the sofa into the world, to smell the great aroma i've got peddles of roses inside and my feelings will hopefully die because of you, i'm feeling alive more than i've ever felt like this, and why your not mine, you'll never be apart of me it's all fine, i hate you so pardon me for all the times, i lied and got caught and most of all, when we always just fought with no clue it would turn out bad the last 3 years, were the worst that i've ever had i'm not mad, but i won't grin i need to relax and drift away again [Hook- Rude] you cannot save me, there is no antidote you will not save me, i have no antidote you want to save me, i suggest that you don't cause they all hate me, and they'll make sure that you won't [CR] now let me take a moment to rest, i gotta catch my breathe i'm struggling trying to finally get this off my chest and i ain't trying to be the best, i'm just trying to watch my right follow my left with each undivided step that i take, choice that i made, that reflects and explains the person that i am today and i wouldn't change, even if i could go back in time and rearrange the corruption and destruction that took place in my mind and this time i'mma leave you a note, and say goodbye to my soul cause there's no antidote and if you got hope, don't waste it on me i'm left for bail like the meat that the predators seeks it's been weeks since i had a clean thought in my head so many times i wanna act but i get lost in the mess with one breathe, i can take it back, live and forget but that's not an option when you happen to live this death
4.
Earthshattered: [verse 1] you're bad mood aint nothing to me i've seen it multiply times three the enemy inside you is free and i can breathe, it's like a cure to my disease and trust me i could tell you one thing it's been along time, you're my queen and i'm you king ding, ding, did you hear the bell ring that's another year we've been through with no sting cloud nine, start the day off right we'll smoke a shit ton of herb tonight it's just me and you, we're so tight and just for tonight we'll pretend we don't fight it's okay to be jealous sometimes and hold her, you gotta look in her eyes and tell her, her smell makes you high i'm addicted to you, hey i don't know why? [hook] i can show you how to take if you can show me how to give i can show you how to die if you can show me how to live i can be your hurricane if you can be my rescue team i can be your holocaust if you will burn right next to me [verse 2} a year ago, i met you on Facebook, then i met you in the zoo we were both young, we were both dumb but one thing i knew, well i was in love we used to sleep in my car at the golf corse always smoked bowls with a bong on my back porch but then it switched up, we weren't together that's when we hit hard and found ourselves the bad weather you're personality, i loved had now died i found texts about you having sex with other guys your not shit, and i really fucking hate your lies between your thighs, open wide, your pussy's triple sized your playing life like a game, no one survives i forgave you in the last song i wrote and cried i almost died, so lighten up, and get high you're the biggest mistake bitch, i hope dies [hook] i can show you how to take if you can show me how to give i can show you how to die if you can show me how to live i can be your hurricane if you can be my rescue team i can be your holocaust if you will burn right next to me if you will burn right next to me if you will burn right next to me if you will burn right next to me will burn right next to me
5.
Word To Mankind insanity, i'm captain sailing in this stranded sea with all these black ships, the pirates pillage all your fantasies i'm vanishing, and banishing you all to foreign lands i'm smash the castles, waging war with a sword in my hand i'll bring the panic, i'm lifeless, i'm satanic and i'll pass around the cannabis and blaze it with the cabinet a bit dramatic, automatic, on a drug relapse hearing all the static, smoking blunt as my lungs collapse i rip apart the day replaced it with the night we're amount the deaf and blind, now we're all gonna die we're all gonna die we're all gonna die i'm so delirious, man i am so curious why is every girl that's on my nuts always on her period my karma's bad, there's things i'll probably never have until i climb out of the hole, find the gold and finally take a stab i guess it's my land, a place that i will call home i'm blowing smoke inside a grave, coughing now my head's stoned i'm out of tone, i need to take another hit, quick and drink another bottle of rum with satan, till i'm drunk as shit i rip apart the day replaced it with the night we're amount the deaf and blind, now we're all gonna die we're all gonna die we're all gonna die
6.
Sanctuary [scratches] i get this feeling in the back of my mind it's like, somethings creeping down the back of my spine i'm so, fucking high, i'm divine, i'm confined in filth there's nothing left except this time, and that's a lot to kill i moving still, i barely breathe, i barely even eat i never go outside unless to smoke or down the street cause i'm a freak, to say the least, that i'm a dog off his leash and there's never peace inside the beast, i need a way to release, so come home [scratches] i get this feeling down the back of my spine it's like i'm, going crazy in the back of my mind i'm so, freaking high, i wont deny, i am sublime in hell there's nothing left inside this world for me but empty shells i'm not well, you can't tell, but i have so much stress in my life, it's not right, i'm feeling so depressed and i guess, i'm not impressed, but i suggest the best advice to all the rest, be-quested lies i have confessed, so come home
7.
Hell Froze Over too bright to see, too loud to hear provoking me, i gotta say it was a bad year i tasting fear, i hate it here with wicked gears that make the problems in my head, rip me ear from ear those cowards hating me, degrading me while towers fell they're all facing me, decapitating power cells i'm finding wishing wells, developing plans to free the spells it's where i dwell like the dwemmer when they said farewell it's been like hours in hell, i'm feeling powered down and all that bullshit i've dealt, i've felt for days on now and i can show you how to reroute that cash cow another road to paradise to take and make them all bow the suns is burning out, there's no love, the funs spent your sitting on a cloud full of hate, raining judgements i'm done with it, i'm over it, i'm feeling sick it's like i'm burning up quick, cause i'm stuck atop a crucifix they only care when you're gone, no more hitting the bong here's my heart and everything that i put in this song it's all wrong, and nothing can ever be turned to right everyone that's in sight is burning before my eyes i'll die tonight i'm never right cause i'm dirty rotten weed smoker blazing all night, i'm stoner, never see me sober i gotta face the fucking bulldozer, i told her that's what i get cause i found hell and froze it over [bridge - sample] [hook] it's not the first time that i have seen hell i'm feeling frostbite but i will live to tell it's like the last time i found an empty shell i have a glass spine and mind i'm freezing over hell
8.
LYCANTHROPIC [hook - sample] Our lives have turned sad The harvest again was bad And it's growing worse hungry children cry [Rude's verse] my heart is torn, my word is born, but people never listen all i wanna do is drink, smoke, fuck, and die tripping but something missing, is it me or is it you is it misdemeanor hate, is something coming unglued is it finally coming true, the dreams i dreamt up so long ago or am i just a puppet in this never ending show well i don't know, when will i ever figure it out head on with suicide, i'm getting closer with every doubt i'm fending to shout, i'm pouting a lot and i'm pissed off all these fake friends and girls really got me criss crossed but evan's dead, it's only rude, i'm going tick tock down to ride, i'm fucking high, listen up my shit rocks the spider spins, trends into bad weekends nothing ever helps, but here's pen and pad to bleed with i'm blacking out again, why do i always sin mainly cause i suck, and i'm a loser and i'll never win [hook - sample] Our lives have turned sad The harvest again was bad And it's growing worse hungry children cry They pray to a new god while their people die But fortune does not grow from a lie [Keenote's verse] I fear to feast where I sleep. Lucid dreams with a midnight treat. These monsters that I see are all too routine, as are the weeps bleeding and screams. I don't think you could put a finger on it, considering my fist is like a furry flesh comet. Comment on my decency? Problem isn't me, it's what you see in me. Frolic freely. We were destined to come clean. What was seen after I was gone? I had a morning well spent sorting corpses on your lawn. Kick me? Kick me out? Try me. Run the route. Risk the doubt. Finally. You're my life source, so get lively. That's an order; no requests to like me. I keep a tally by my bed nightly of what I ate in my sleep and what's laying right beside me. [hook - sample] Our lives have turned sad The harvest again was bad And it's growing worse hungry children cry They pray to a new god while their people die But fortune does not grow from a lie [Skeleton Kode's verse] spring equinox, awaken by the night fall chain around my neck as i add to these gouged walls self assessment, wrestles, vicious jaw of a weapon stepping to my den and bed with the crew marks and shredded denim not a fucking rookie, dancing with some road ware protect the packs, food, cash, try to take it get tared, get scared judas rappers not safe here, keep on fucking with the family and i'll end your career i lack division when i get animalistic, making primal decisions down to business, and put a net around you little fishes making moves like the water do, textbook crushing crew like it was Waterloo a safe haven just for the likes of you, rise of a bad mood, blessed be the bad fool, crying at the sinking moon, trying for a scrap of two, lying as the sun moves, dying in these pieces of you [hook - sample] Our lives have turned sad The harvest again was bad And it's growing worse hungry children cry They pray to a new god while their people die But fortune does not grow from a lie
9.
Nightmare: [intro] i'm not fucked up, (no i'm not) i'm not insane, demented, disturbed, or satanic (nope) i just wanna make ya'll love me or panic, (haha) so do you love me?? (i fucking hate you) [verse 1] the camel clutch, i'm holding on this nightmare my life sucks, and everything is unfair i see happy people, i wish was dead i crawled out of bed, injected venom to my head smoked a fat bowl, laced it up, till it spread then popped an adrenal, and washed it down with some bread i sat there in the mirror with my eyes red and i started feeling weird, i reached for out my meds but it was too late, and i was super baked i had to graduate, but i was feeling really fake more like a headache, cancer in my brain suicidal thoughts makes my dad say i'm insane choke hold now, pinned down, can't move i hear my mom say come on now choke him with two what do i do, they always scream and slap me she said i sucked and my music sounded crappy [hook] yo can you feel it?? i feel it or do you fear it?? yeah i fear it do you love me?? i love you man or do you hate me?? i fucking hate you [verse 2] she said sorry, and drove me to the hospital i couldn't leave, so i started getting hostile i guess i'm crazy, i don't feel lost at all but i'm sorry for my self i can't escape these fucking walls the time's slow but all these bad days went fasts in my group i was shunned and deemed the outcast my only friend is a girl named hope but her name was a fool, she was addicted to dope she was a fiend for drugs, and even stole pills and traded me for me candy, so we could both chill i had to write a lot about who i really was so i found myself fast, but i couldn't hide my buzz so i was locked in a room all padded and white i'm an emotional fuck, with a dream of a knife and every single night, i was dead like chris palko hanging in that closet with them lithium altos [hook] yo can you feel it?? i feel it or do you fear it?? yeah i fear it do you love me?? i love you man or do you hate me?? i fucking hate you
10.
Imperial: i hit the chronic every morning when i wake up i stumble in when i'm coming home late, drunk i drop dead when i overdose on 8 drugs leave me in a ditch, bleeding out, from the fake hugs my hate shrugs off the shoulders of the great ones look at us now, taking money from the state funds we make fun, shooting guns, 38 snubs miss or hit the target, either way, we gone blaze son my face stung, when i heard my first song sung then i turned to rap, instead of metal, what's the wrong one the bongs done, its all cashed, but i'm not done never gonna stop till the gallows, where i got hung the rocks flung, from the catapults, now won laying siege to me, smoking weed asking how come about one or two reasons for the doubt son never ending sad shit life should be about fun blot out suns with the wickedness that rude spun crawling like a spider, getting higher, from the new drugs the greatest one, spitting fire, while you shout run rude the demons back on track, now i'm out son

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This album was my own kind of musical therapy.

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released May 25, 2013

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Written & produced by: Evan "Rude" Ferris [unless shown otherwise]
Recorded, engineered & mixed by: Erik "Enkrypted" Jusenius

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