Antidote

[Rude]
i'm on the back of a four legged beast
i got compassion for all those deceased
i got memories, locked in my head
they keep me awake, cold shaking in bed
i feel dead, there's no one that can save me
i'm running laps, but the world won't face me
fuck em all, i'll always keep on racing
to the end of the earth, death i'm now chasing
i'm just pacing, back and forth, now
i won't stop till i hear the wolf howl
and all the times i'm let down and hurt
it's like i'm walking alone on the black road cursed
i need a hero, a savior, a friend
some one who will say my name when it's the end
i'm about to give in, there's no way to win
i need to take a last breath and let the poison's sink in my skin

[Hook- Rude]
you cannot save me, there is no antidote
you will not save me, i have no antidote
you want to save me, i suggest that you don't
cause they all hate me, and they'll make sure that you won't

[Rude]
eyes closed, my heart bates racing
i've spent 46 minutes debating
can i get my ass off of the sofa
into the world, to smell the great aroma
i've got peddles of roses inside
and my feelings will hopefully die
because of you, i'm feeling alive
more than i've ever felt like this, and why
your not mine, you'll never be apart of me
it's all fine, i hate you so pardon me
for all the times, i lied and got caught
and most of all, when we always just fought
with no clue it would turn out bad
the last 3 years, were the worst that i've ever had
i'm not mad, but i won't grin
i need to relax and drift away again

[Hook- Rude]
you cannot save me, there is no antidote
you will not save me, i have no antidote
you want to save me, i suggest that you don't
cause they all hate me, and they'll make sure that you won't

[CR]
now let me take a moment to rest, i gotta catch my breathe
i'm struggling trying to finally get this off my chest
and i ain't trying to be the best, i'm just trying to watch my right follow my left with each undivided step
that i take, choice that i made, that reflects and explains the person that i am today
and i wouldn't change, even if i could go back in time and rearrange the corruption and destruction that took place in my mind
and this time i'mma leave you a note, and say goodbye to my soul cause there's no antidote
and if you got hope, don't waste it on me
i'm left for bail like the meat that the predators seeks
it's been weeks since i had a clean thought in my head
so many times i wanna act but i get lost in the mess
with one breathe, i can take it back, live and forget
but that's not an option when you happen to live this death